Clearing the fog is hard work
You are confused
Your vision is blurred
Your memory is hazy
Your emotions are high
Your feelings are uncontrollable
Frustrated at your unspoken expectations
Having to face the denied vanity
You are holding on to nothing
Yet,
I kept on walking
It did not make sense
A step at a time
A breath in and out
Afraid
Scarred
Elated
Bored
Happy
Seconds of peace
Minutes of worry
Hours of bondage
Still, I kept moving with my hands out
Hoping not to hit anything
*bang*
I stopped in my stride
I looked back
I could see clearly
Clear as day
I have come a long
"You have come a long way"
*swish Swish*
The wind blows
I shiver
Scared to turn around and continue my journey
I rather go back to where I came from
It is clearer there
It is safer there
It makes more sense
I begin to head back to the start
Trying to remember why I started this walk in the first place
How did I even get here?
I hear a soft voice calling my name in the distance
I am scared again but hopeful
I look around and realise I had passed certain hurt and pains
The electrocution
The drown
The lies
The tears
So I turned around again
Heading towards my intended destination
My unknown destination
Walking through the Fog
Trusting that at the end of my journey
I will look back
And still want to keep moving forward
It makes sense or not
Life, they say is understood backwards
I will look back
I am not alone
Abba is with me
Abba never left me
Not for a second
Abba has always been here
Thank you, Abba
The fog is a blessing
Walkthrough it
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